Havent been posting for quite a long while, had trouble finding where "Post an Entry"  was. Mood swing mood swing mood swing omgggg the website cheated me la, writing does not help at all. And the worse thing is, you dont get the hint at all. hilarious much.

I really should do the damned chem ws, and look through chem. Hell yeah, I've been repeating that over and over again for the past week. And it's still mostly blank. I hope the test is just a screw around thing, because i have no intention of mugging when everyone else is partying.

I'm glad my hair feels like hair now, and not a clump of tangled dry stuff. Which is what I got when i washed my hair with body soap. wonderful.

Disjointed much. But when you're feeling like this, I guess it's not bad. And the person lied. It DOES. NOT. HELP. AT. ALL. just a temporary distraction.

I feel nothing like what the mood emoticon depicts.

haha one more word to add to my list of adjectives. trying really hard to be optimistic about it:D it's fine it's fine it's fine:D :D it's just the truth. truths are meant to be hurtful so it's okay:D yup. wheeeee,

Sam said I should blog.

Heh. I am too lazy to typer anything. But I guess anything is better than staring at my notes. I am mentally prepared to not be able to finish mugging already. Sigh. okay what the heck i shall just heck about the caps it's too annoying to type already. i made a timetable for the hols. today's the second time that i've looked at it since i made it. ridiculous waste of paper. ah. want to go back to that day, when it was just simply good food and good fun. before things got complicated. my mouthpiece is staring at me. i should be practicing my high notes. it's rather embarassing to be at a lower standard than the sec4. i hate playing firsts though. i don't like the challenge because it just brings back bad memories. i think i make weird links. and i am mad hungry although i ate rice krispies. rawr. pigion. pig pig pig. need to mug properly tomorrow. should mug properly tomorrow. ah stop thinking about those stuff stop stop stop. things will sort themselves out!!! and not like it'll happen soon anyway right. chill. yep. okay.

the chunk of words above is retarded=/

I am so stupid. I made the exact same mistake twice. I should have learnt from my mistake from the first time. Not repeat it again. Now I am getting what I deserved. It is my fault. I deserve this pain. Someday, maybe it will get better. But for now, this is what I get. And nobody should know.

Argh I feel so damn guilty now. So damn freaking guilty. ARGHHHH. I should seriously tie my hands, bind my legs and tape up my freaking mouth. I'm so so so sorry.

Been a few months since I've last posted! Life has been passing really quickly these days. Still not really used to JC life though, although my class is getting better i guess. Am really really really glad for all the new friends I've made:D :D very nice people they are(:
Am very very glad things turned out well after all the )):

My mum is annoyed at my brother again. And my brother is annoyed at my mummy being annoyed at him and thus refusing to cooperate. then my mummy is annoyed that my brother is not cooperating then she gets more annoyed then my brother gets more annoyed then i kind of start to get annoyed too.

Haha that was totally random because I couldnt think of anything to post already. Someone is telling me to just post whatever i have now anyway. haha. Anyway, berry bacon and chip's been getting quite alot of love recently. Should start bringing ham to school next. then the bigger friends. and finally, i shall end off with coumi one day. That's my big stuffed dog. hoho. it's almost zanthe's size i think:D :D AND AND I HAVE A NEW HOBBY:D MY STONES:D :D THEY ARE SITTING ON MY TABLE NOW. SO PRETAYYYE haha but the school's gonna run out of them soon. I should kope less haha.

And I've been spending so much money on paper! I can't believe stats is such an important topic in maths omg. and i thought it was all over in sec 2/3 after that horrible PT which I did super badly in=/ IT'S BACK AGAIN TO HAUNT ME. AND ECONS OH MAI GAWD. The lecturer is scary. and I have been sleeping nonstop in her lectures. oh man. need to bring super strong mints next time DD: and need someone next to me to pinch me. But i may scream haha oops.

OOOH the post is getting longerrrrrr haha. longer longer longer. (eh my mummy is annoyed again)
PE TOMORROW. I HOPE PM PE STAYS THE SAME. IT HAS BEEN REALLY FUN. AND I NEED TO GET ANGRY SOON SO I FEEL LIKE RUNNING:D and i did 2000-1000 skips today instead of 1000-1000-1000:D :D :D
oooh i hear my daddy saying something about sentosa. i want to go sentosa:D OKAY. THIS IS LONG ENOUGH. NEED TO GO DO MATHS. AIYO. HOPE THE TUTOR ISNT IN A PISSY MODE TOMORROW=/ SHE SEEMS TO THINK IM SCARED OF HER=/ 
AND SHE RECOGNISES ME OMG.

Been 6 weeks since I last typed:D

It's technically my second day of school today. I don't like taking the MRT in the morning! It's so crowded and I always end up having nothing to hold and the train is really shaky and I end up using all my strength trying to stay rooted to the groud and I am very afraid someday I'll just lose my balance and end up grabbing a stranger, which was what I did, unfortunately, a long time ago. I think the person thought I was mad.

Anyway, JIP's kind of dry, but at least we still get to hang around/ cling to our old friends, which I doubt I'll be able to do once school officially start and we're all jumbled up and everything): And I kind of like the PAC seats! So big and comfy, although the room is dangerously cold. Mummy actually suggested that I bring two jackets, one for my body and one for my legs. Amusing.

And, I don't like the low rumble which somewhat resembles a thunderstorm coming from the  left of the MPH. It's kind of weird.

Went to Wanting's new house yesterday! Her room is very cool and very redish. And her bed looks unsafe. And her fish is a murderer! And I've named it marioana junior:D And we watched an ep of House! THE BRAIN. GOSH. and super mario:D :D :D BAD HAND COORDI): And super mario totally reminded me of junsu! hahaha in cooking cooking. And it feels really nice to just roll on the floor and laugh madly:D

Flying off tomorrow.
Urgh...don't really want to wake up at 4.30am. And I hope our suitcase won't be overweight. AND I HOPE MY DROWSINESS WILL STOP. it's so annoying to feel yourself turning constantly. AIYOOOOO.

pink? or black? =/